Posted in June 2012

Overwhelmed…

Can’t write, can’t figure out what direction to go in or what the right thing to feel might be. I prefer happy. I watch the video of my son’s wedding over and over because his wedding was the happiest occasion in more than a decade for me. We were a family again. The second husband … Continue reading

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I Lost My Thrill

From one moment to the next my heart goes from lonely and sad to satisfied and relieved to worried and guilty to hopeful and content.  All between the hours of 5:00 p.m. and 11:p.m. I used to love roller coasters when I was kid.  They were exhilarating, exciting, and made me feel like I could … Continue reading

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Sojourn to Freedom – Day Two

Just when I think I’ve got everything figured out, everything decides to remind me that I’m not in charge.   And thank you God (my main Everything) for reminding me. Because when I start to think I’ve taken over – that’s when my life tends to get screwed up. Speaking of “everything”, that’s what attitude is.  … Continue reading

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Dream or Destiny?

Years ago… I was asked to close my eyes and imagine who I wanted to be when I’m old woman. Today as I face the end of a relationship, I also know I am at the beginning of another chapter in my life that might reflect that image. I pictured myself living alone, and very … Continue reading

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